It all started with a message to ReMark and a forgotten beat: Let Go. No plan, just raw instinct. ReMark’s voice cut through the silence with brutal honesty. X.irda felt it immediately. Born from distance, silence, and late-night exchanges, Losing Control became a fragile voyage of two souls surrendering, capturing the cracks, the weight, and the truth they could no longer hide. Here I “Losing Control”
Losing Control: The Genesis of a Shared Fall
It all started with a simple message. No plan, no preparation. Just a beat—almost forgotten—sitting there: Let Go.
A fragile rhythm. A breath suspended between tension and silence. ReMark grabbed it instantly, with no filter—just raw truth. It wasn’t a demo, it was a release. From the very first notes, he shattered invisible walls, and something resonated. X.irda felt it immediately: this wasn’t just a track. It was a promise. The beginning of a story—fragile, intimate, essential.
The name Losing Control wasn’t part of a concept or strategy. It emerged quietly, whispered through the lyrics of Let Go. A line barely spoken, carrying the weight of what they were both going through: letting go, surrendering, giving in—just to feel more deeply. What followed took shape in the hushed silence of their personal studios, miles apart but never disconnected. Voices were exchanged at dusk. Files travelled across Europe, carrying the spark of something being born.
This project didn’t come with certainty. It crept in slowly, through a rare and delicate alchemy. Session after session, a fog settled in. Not over the music, but around it. A light shadow, a quiet veil. As if one of them was drifting, fading into a world where colors blur and anchors dissolve. He didn’t say it—but his voice, his presence, revealed everything. What most would bury rose to the surface here—raw and unfiltered.
That’s where Losing Control found its true form. This isn’t an album that tries to prove anything. It’s a passage. Not blinding light, not complete darkness, but that fragile, human in-between, where every note breathes life. X.irda dug deep into the sound, leaving space for cracks, silence, vulnerability. ReMark sang like you whisper a confession, somewhere between exhaustion and clarity, offering the bare truth. Words weren’t needed. It lived in each take, each pause. The imperfections were kept, like scars that remind us you never really control what you feel, or what you create.
This project is the collision of two worlds, gently learning, unraveling, and losing balance together. A shared fall that, somehow, lifts you higher.
• Album Losing Control: https://hypeddit.com/xirdaremark/losingcontrol
• YouTube Music Video « Rainbows »: https://youtu.be/IylNAnLrytc
• Website: https://www.xirdamusic.com/
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